I spoke to my son on the phone last night and said that I was ok talking to him and his sister on facebook/phone etc but that actually seeing them from a distance would make me break down. Then, strangely enough, as I was coming back from a short dog walk my daughter jogged past me, so we spoke from opposite sides of the road and I was ok. My grandsons sent me a lovely hand drawn card via facebook. Just looking at it raises my spirits. All I want, at this moment in time, is for my children and grandchildren to stay safe. Everything else is meaningless somehow.