Newatthis Of course I shall be kind! I don't think any one on GN would feel anything but sadness for your situation! This is such a terribly sad situation. I am so sorry. It is so heartbreaking and I truly feel for you.
Yesterday I was labelled a Conspiracy Theorist by quoting a Professor from the Centre For Evidence Based Medicine: “The only ‘circuit break’ we need now is from among the Govt’s doom-mongering scientific advisors who specialise in causing panic and little else” says Prof Carl Henegan". I also quoted Bill Gates himself. But it does not mean that I have no compassion for your situation. Far from it!
I do believe it is safer for you not to travel - obviously you cannot anyway - but perhaps it might be a very small comfort to feel that by staying away you are helping to protect your dear little granddaughter. I wonder if you could start a memory box for her? little things, post cards, photos of what you baked, something you made, pressed flowers...
By the way, and it might cheer you up, The reason I quoted Prof Heneghan (from From the Centre For Evidence Based Medicine) might give you hope. Despite the scary predictions of the government Scientist, the truth is, the Office for National Statistics figures where all deaths are collated, show that the risk of flu is much greater than Covid and that Covid is keeping level and low. Indeed I understand that flu numbers are not bad compared with other years either. The govt's high prediction, of 50,000 cases apparently was based on calculating the rate in France and Spain, but they multiplied it as doubling every week and the truth is that in those countries it doubled in positive cases every three weeks. This is why we need to follow other scientists, look at the official figures ourselves and even read the press in other countries to get a balanced view. To my surprise, out of all the UK newspapers, it was the Sun which printed the Office for National Statistics figures and graphs!
I wondered if the govt exaggerate or invent these enhanced figures to get through to some very stupid people. But I think it is counter-productive. It frightens the decent people and makes the Professionals with knowledge in the field very angry about the lies. Once lies are detected, one has no faith in what they say. Some distinguished Scientists have called for their arrest and many others have written a letter to Boris Johnson.
So I am hopeful that things will improve soon. Meanwhile if we stick to the advice we shall surely beat this little monster. But please everybody, just do what is sensible but do not allow yourself to worry about this all the time!
And Newatthis, I do so hope and pray that a solution may be found so that you may see this precious child soon. Meanwhile, try to be brave my love, you are doing this to protect your dear granddaughter. xx ??