Good evening everyone. I just wanted to let you know how it was. I told the radiographer that I was nervous and asked if she would talk to me during the scan. She had no problem with this, and took time to show me the scanner and describe everything and how much of my body would be inside. She was lovely and I felt totally at ease. I was given ear plugs and used my own face mask.
The scan lasted 30 minutes, but it didn't seem too long. I played the alphabet word games which worked, although at one time the noise was horrendous for a while, as some people said, so I did controlled breathing during this.
They were running behind so my quordle etc, kept me occupied and stopped me thinking about it.
If I had another one, in the same scanner, I wouldn't need diazepam, but it did help this time.
In case anyone reads this who is going for the first time, there really is nothing to fear.
I want to say thanks to you all. I was so nervous, and in the short time after I posted, I got so many helpful and reassuring comments. I'm so glad I posted, because you all made it much easier for me.
I love how Gransnetters support each other.