Romola
I've had word of three deaths of friends in the last couple of weeks, all about my own age. And others are cognitively challenged. Time is running out.
I don't feel old in myself, health still pretty good really. But I do find myself thinking about past times a lot.
I also think about past times a lot, particularly at this time of year when I think of my mother who died in November a few years ago.
My husband's three best friend are dead now (though one died before he was 40) and I think he feels a bit marooned since the last death about five years ago. His old friends from work are also dying and because he's not very sociable he's not really making new friends now.