Feeling ashamed but also relieved

Oh, don't! I've done this numerous times. I'm useless at most 'crafty' stuff - can't knit or sew to save myself, but during lockdown, I bought various craft kit thingys to try to give myself something to do, including box frames with Scrabble-type tiles to make pictures with. Did one - was reasonably pleased with it, then the rest sat and gathered dust until I finally offloaded them on Facebook Marketplace. That's just one example...