Good morning Mick and all GN's on this cold, still, very dark North Yorkshire morning. Can just about make out the outline of the tree, leaveless now , against the sky.
I am listening to some great music, and there has been Hildegarde of Bingham on and looking forward to my J S Bach very soon. It has been a horrible night and I need every bit of cheering up that is available. After all my efforts yesterday I had hoped for a decent nights sleep, but no chance. My leg was hurting so much, I couldnt find one position where it didnt ache and throb and threaten to cramp up. Eventually dropped off to sleep only to have horrible nightmare and wake panting. It has been like that all night. I have read something cheering and easy, put some music on very low, put the birdsong on about 4.30am but whatever I did, every time I fell asleep more nightmares and horrible wakings. So I am now feeling totally exhausted, annoyed and with no more ideas as to how to improve matters. Lack of sleep does make everything harder for me, and it seems to add to pains. Yesterday I caught a nail and it ripped across quite a way down, so has been sore and even typing with it it catches , but things like that I can usually register but just ignore but that and a couple of bruises are adding to the variety of painful things today. Oh I am just feeling a misery, so will just wait for my best medicine Bach and then I shall go and have a shower and wash my hair and never mind "wash that man right out of my hair" I shall wash all this rubbish out of my mind (I hope!)
Havent any idea why all this rubbish is happening. Yesterday was bitterly cold here and so I only stuck my nose out to put rubbish out. It looked lovely and sunny but the minute you stepped outside you certainly felt it. My idea for the day worked quite well, as I decided that a warming job would mean I didnt need to put the heating on high, and so it was. After one or two ordinary jobs I set up the fortress! Well by that I mean it looked like a plan of campaign as I got organised with the ironing mountain. Got the washing sorted into hot down to cool at the end of the ironing board, with the clothes horse at the other end to put ironed stuff on. Radio 3 playing some lovely music, the iron ready steamed up and the tv controller at my side. So it began, and carried on with only short breaks for the loo and coffee until about 1.45pm , when with an aching back and weariness I stopped, and made myself some lunch and had a lie down flat on my bed to try and uncreak my body. I poked my nose out and stuck the rubbish out, with a faint idea of a bit of a walk, but oh no, now I cannot walk at a brisk pace I would probably have frozen into an ice statue with the coldness and wind chill factor.
So it was a quick return inside and with a sigh, continuing on with the ironing, but there was a good play on and decent music and I also watched Downton Abbey on the box, which I had seen before of course, but the dowager duchess - Maggie Smith - is always good to watch and I enjoyed it. Got a good way down and was wondering if I should carry on , but suddenly felt I had had quite enough and so left less than a third to be done today and made myself a very well earned coffee and even had a couple of biscuits to reward myself for a lot of hard work done. So at least now I have a grand selection of underwear and tops to choose from today. All the clean ironing is in the airing cupboard and so the plan is to finish the flipping lot this morning and get round to going through the wardrobes and drawers , moving any summer stuff out etc, which I didnt get round to doing yesterday. So after such a mammoth days effort (medal medal as Muttley used to say!) I thought I at least might be rewarded with a decent nights sleep and no such luck!!
Well just heard Bach so that is a good start and have a fleece blanket wrapped round me keeping me warm as I type. Keep peeping through the curtains and a little more light coming through but very cold and still. I do plan to go out today, for a couple of bits of shopping, and also want to speak to the tech genius at upfront. I do not know why but have a few odd things with the printer and I expect he will be able to sort it in a flash after my trying various unsuccessful ploys here.
Think it will be in the car though, bit too cold for the yellow peril. I am going to get that aeroplane calendar for my grandson and hope he likes it. I have a waterstone card but can I find it can I beggary, so another small irritation to sort this morning. Well tonight I am planning to go to the games night. Missed it last week and hopefully it will be a game I can enjoy and get my mind working on, and I would rather wake up trying to solve those innocent problems than more wretched nightmares. It will be good to meet up with some intelligent people who will get my mind going in other directions and looking outward which should be better.
I dont envy my daughter in law at the moment, as overall she will be pleased, her mother has given them a new kitchen layout, but of course that means that at the moment they are in the dirtyish and most messy state, with workmen making a major upheaval and she is having to take washing round to her mums , who fortunately for her lives close by, and also cook there. She is quite houseproud and very tidy and neat and I remember when I was in a similar position and how horrible it was and I am much less houseproud than she is. So I think she is having to grit her teeth and manage the best she can, but they should be past the worst by the end of the week, and then she will be pleased with the result , I hope.
Today my other plans are to finish what didnt get done yesterday, get all appointments etc on to the calendar so that I can see what dates are free and then hopefully organise a meet up with them on a saturday before christmas. I did start looking at Airbandb but couldnt seem to find anything suitable so gave up, but after christmas I would think that there will be more vacancies and if I can find somewhere suitable then for either the Morecambe area or even the lower lake district , then hopefully it will give me somewhere for the future if I need to get over there to see them. At the moment anything I have looked at is either too expensive or totally booked up. A more cheering thing to do today is to hunt out my Flanders and Swann book which seems to have disappeared somewhere. I must look up some suitable songs and start practising, so that will be very cheering . I think Mud Mud glorious Mud will definitely be one of the songs to take. A lot of people will know that one I am sure.
Hope that the car will start and go well this morning. Havent been anywhere in it for a couple of days and it could probably do with a bit of a run out as have only been out and about locally for the last few days and some of that was on the yellow peril. It is too cold to plan a trip up Swaledale today, but havent been for quite a while so I shall see when I can plan a trip up there. That will cheer my spirit as it always does and it will be quite pleasant to see all the christmas lights and stuff so long as I dont have to be parking up in the scrum. So nothing exciting to think about yet but I am at least pleased with the lowering of the ironing mountain to a high hill!
Micheal hope that you get off ok on your trip to Bicester and meet up with some pals. GrandMattie get the armour on for the joust with Teflon man. We are all rooting for you. You succeeded with the heater - finally - so build on your success and give him a steely stare and may you win the next battle of the teflon war!! Corner gran hope that you manage to get to your garden centre lunch today. Grandmabatty, sadly we seem to be matching with rubbish nights and bad legs. Hope yours improves and you manage a quick nap. I am trying to stay awake as if I go to sleep I will then have another rubbish night. What a pity God forgot to put a neat switch marked sleep on it attached to our leg or something!
I hope everyone has an improving day (including me) whether that is a job well done, a pleasant meet up with friends or in any case a day free of hassle and strife