Good morning Mick and all GN's on a lightening sky but very still morning. Not a movement on the tree at all. Another poor night but not in so much pain this morning, but the lack of sleep is so hard to put up with. It makes it so difficult to concentrate and think. My usual routine once I get up and dressed does not work, as I normally struggle physically first thing, so I come on here and have my coffee etc and I can kid myself that I can walk about normally. So at the same time I am thinking of what I want to do and what I can do and planning how to make the best of the day. When I have a rotten night it takes a lot longer for my brain to get into gear, which leads to frustration when I realize I have forgotten something or have had to make two painful journeys when one would have done.
Yesterday I passed another little milestone with my new buggy. Like everyone at the moment, I am trying to think carefully about using my car, and trying to use the buggy more. But when I need a lot of shopping I need to use the car. Aldi have recently opened a store about two miles away but have no disability buggies or anything but do have car park spaces. So I went there and then it was take a deep breath and get the new buggy out and set up, which I managed quite well and then went into the store with it.
I had chosen a quiet time for my first effort. On the plus side I was able to go up and down the aisles, and go back to things I had missed as I dont know the layout. It was easy to get around but on the negative side, of course I have no mirrors or bell on this one and as it folds down dont think I can add them safely. This meant it was quite hard to keep an eye on other shoppers and as it is so quiet they can step back and knock into me etc. Then of course I cant reach the high shelves and have to ask for help, which I dont like doing, and trying to open fridge doors and get something out from there is difficult. Cant yet see how to carry stuff properly either. Never mind! I did it, and managed to put the shopping and the buggy back , but the buggy is still heavy for me to lift and I have to take care and need to think of better ways to lift it up. So I did come home quite elated by the success and then last night went off to the games evening.
Fortunately the first game was something I was able to play and did quite well on, as the next game was so complicated and difficult as a beginner with experienced players. I would spend all the time others were taking their turn working out my moves and think I had come to some conclusion , only to be told you cant do x if you do y . Because I am struggling I can only try to work out my own moves and havent the knowledge or ability to think of tactics to stop other players, so was thinking of how to do my next move when another player did the equivalent of playing draughts where you jump over all the opponents draughts and make a killing. I didnt see that coming and so all my efforts to work out my move were wasted as he swept across the board and won!
Well today the plan is to go onto the market for a few bits and to the breadshop on the yellow peril and then home and try to look through paperwork that I have been putting off for some days. I also have to hunt for my small gardening tools , because all being well Amanda will be coming with my cleaning lady and give me an hour in the garden. That will be so brilliant if it comes off, as every time I step out and see things not planted and weeds coming up I long to get down and deal with them but know I probably would need the fire brigade to get me up if I did.
Tonight is whist drive night, which should be good and is always soothing for me , as I can of course make mistakes but know the game well and can relax and plan some satisfying ways of making more tricks. When I get home on a tuesday I seriously wonder if my brain is deteriorating, but wednesday picks me up and I can believe in my ability to still think! The weather forecast is for sunshine and showers so I want to get out early while it is still dry and it will be more comfortable on the yellow peril as it has better suspension. So with more daffodils appearing and some blossom on trees, which I hope the frost does not kill, it is cheering to see signs of spring and gardens to visit to look forward to , fingers crossed.
Have a good trip into Bicester Mick, and as you are on the bus you can enjoy trying your beers .Pantglas hope you have a quick and successful trip with your Dad today.GrandMattie glad you are feeling a bit better and hope your FAB cafe goes well today. Fingers crossed your new manager sounds much more amenable to suggestions and sees her job as helping residents and not hindering them. RosesandLilac sorry you had a rough night and hope your day goes well.
Well the day is brightening up and there is now a little breeze picking up so I think I shall abandon even washing up and get out while it is dry and sort things out when I get back. My mother would think that was very slovenly. She had a thing about the beds being made and the washing up done before you left the house. Actually I can see why when she had two little girls and no family to leave us with nearby, she would have been tired when she got back from the shops and so to come back to a cleanish place was better. Living on my own now, it is unlikely anyone else will see my mess, and my criteria has to be to get out when I am able to and at the moment make the most of any clear dry day to enjoy a little fresh air. I hope everyone can have a good day and enjoy some fresh air too today