My dear friend and sort-of OH (we didn't live together but were in daily contact for over 12 years) has recently died, suddenly and unexpectedly. It's been two weeks, the funeral is not until 3rd Nov and I'm still in a bit of a state of shock. But we always spent Christmas together, as I have no family in this country, and he had family but they weren't close. I am dreading spending Christmas on my own, don't want a 'sympathy' invite from friends that I'm not really that close to, so thinking of a coach trip. I've been on a few Grand UK trips, but thinking perhaps a singles trip might be better in this case. I have been Googling, but so hard to decide. Does anyone have recommendations? Thanks in advance.