These days sadly only a fleeting visit,but any time spent in here reading or computing is always time well spent.
A Lovely warm welcome to our several new faces,glad you have decided to join our happy clan.
Trying to reply to questions raised and one was by you Mamissimo regarding my grandparents,did I wish to learn more or simply run????
Although I do know my parents were married,with a 5 year old boy,reasonably well off etc I was still abandoned at the age of just 10 weeks.........yet 5 years later another daughter arrived and was kept by them.
There is only one big and vital question that truly hurts and haunts me..............WHY?
Few people of that era are alive and no one has ever spoken out.
I was interested in that particular book hoping that somewhere within I might possably find some clues.
None is the answer.
Then Kaimoana you asked how are the meals now?
Over the christmas period it really was good,no complaints whatsoever.
However it is now worse than ever.
The menu itself is rather limited,the cooking is abysmal some of the time,the portions have even diminished........most days something is missing.
Yesterday not only was my dearest`s liver & onions halved in size,his roasted veg consisted of 5 "bits" together with mash...........and his dessert,Plum pavlova was altogether missing.
On phoning down to the kitchen he had to make do with a substitute...........yoghurt.
In fact I exchanged my pavlova for his yoghurt as he really fancied it.
Still having requested this meal some 6 days in advance there was no real reason that it was not given.
GRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR!!!!!!!
As for this bone pain it really is something else..........with yet more doubling of the pain relief,the steroids being given at a much higher dose..........further other new pain relief in the pipe line,it is altogether very frightening.
He still simply gets so little relief.
However our Palliative care nurse on her call yesterday thinks that with his strong determination and will to live, she thinks him a prime candidate for radiotherapy................and because this means yet further hospital trips ....an MRI scan,plus xrays of both femurs & legs locally,and in due course the long journey to the Cancer Hospital,she is uppings his steroids etc,kitting him up to help him in the preparation for the demands on his body soon.
We are both overwhelmed by it all but feel blessed that we do now have folk helping us on our way.
So much going on in your lives and yet I cannot spare time to comment,however dear gangsters all,quite a clan now for sure,continue to take great care,keep smiling and may you have hope as your daily centrepiece.