I have had both vaccinations but, owing to my underlying health condition, I have developed no antibodies. I am still at risk from Covid. While others on here believe that, even if they contract Covid, they will not be too poorly, for me, being seriously ill is a possibility that I cannot afford to ignore.
Like many CEV, I have been shielding for such a long time but medication keeps me relatively well. I am fit and active, I take exercise but away from others. I want to see family and get away from my house and meet other people out and about. Family and close friends understand and take precautions on my behalf when we visit each other. I don't feel able to eat inside a restaurant (but am thoroughly fed up with my own food). I also dislike using public toilets too which is restricting if I want to travel.
I will have to continue to wear a mask when I go out - apart from scrupulous hygiene, it is all I have to protect myself. Also, I am a risk to others because I could be carrying Covid.
I think far too many have suffered during the pandemic and only want them to be able to get on with their lives. However, I'm worried that I will be ridiculed for continuing to wear a mask and taking precautions if restrictions are lifted completely. I would make a plea to those who say they will stop wearing masks as if is an affront to them and a bar to their freedom, to consider that it is not cowardice that keeps me masked, just a desire to stay alive and perhaps find my own 'normal' as treatments improve with time.