Whiff you have a lot to contend with health wise and if you have stopped counting calories for a while so be it. I know you will be back on track soon.
I bought a recipe book recently written by the late Dr Moseley’s wife with some input from him. There are some easy recipes, as I am not much of a cook.
This would be to everyone’s taste but I had it yesterday for lunch here goes.
Half an avocado crushed, 15 grams feta cheese, 4 broken up walnuts, a handful of parsley, half a tablespoon of olive oil and a few chilli flakes. All mixed up together delicious 450 calories, I added 2 rice cakes and it made an excellent 500 calorie meal and very healthy too.