There are so many sad and desperate stories coming out through this thread ...heartbreaking. I am a bit shocked at the irrelevant comments about the EAC needing the parents love and affection and not being given it ..dear me!! If you read the many posts on GN about estrangement you will see that it really really is NOT as simple as that (I am not estranged, although I do fear it )
Re the original OP ....I agree with the many posters who have said that this, in the end, is an emotional issue and "what feels right" within a personal situation. I do think that a letter to explain whatever your decision is is absolutely crucial ...the receivers of that letter will interpret it as they choose, but at least you will know that you have communicated your very personal and heartfelt reasons! Much sympathy and hope you can all make a decidion that is at some level the right one for you in your personal circumstances. to all of you struggling with this.
Lame Limericks (but they are funny anyway) (