I can assure you that deciding to go nc is not taken lightly and is only enforced when all other avenues are exhausted. It is possibly the most painful decision a person can make.
I can so identify with this Dunnies; it certainly wasnt an easy, or light decision for me to take and it took me quite a while to come to terms with my decision. Afterall, we're raised to love and respect our parents aren't we; and I felt guilty for taking the decision that mine were doing me more harm than good; more negative than positive. However I disagree with you on the other points that you raised in your first ever post on GN:
Two common myths are that all mothers are nurturing, loving and attentive toward their children.
I've never heard anyone, anywhere claim that to be true. Any one who reads a newspaper, watches the news or is just aware of what's going on in the world knows that there are far too many cruel, negligent and uncaring parents. However, even as the AC of a cold and negligent parent, I know that they are in the minority and that the vast majority of parents are kind, good and loving. So whilst our own experiences with our parents may be tarnished and fractured, I think it's important to realise that we were just the unlucky ones; I'm mature enough to know that there are far more good ones than bad. As with anything else in life.
When your children grow up they are beings that deserve respect and acknowledgement of autonomy and yes, your child also has the right to go nc and prohibit you from having a relationship with their children
Firstly, respect, from everyone and to everyone, is earned and not demanded. If you want my respect, you have to have deserved it and this is exactly as it is for my family. I'm very lucky that I have a lovely relationship with my DS, DDIL and GD and although we're free, easy and relaxed with each other, we respect each other's privacy and boundaries. Respect is not a one way street. If you want respect; show respect. I'm happy to care for my GC from time to time but I won't be taken advantage of; something that I know is an increasingly frequent occurrence where AC use and abuse grandparents as cheap or free labour. So again, it's important not to judge everyone on our own specific experiences because there are millions of others at the opposite end of the spectrum. And a million more somewhere in between.
Do you think that because you birthed them you have control over them. I'm afraid not.
Hmmm, not sure what to say about this statement to be honest! It comes across as a childish outburst rather than a rational statement! So I'll, leave that with you.
Welcome Dunnies; it will be nice to have another EAC to chat to.