Facing a New Year with prospect of not seeing youngest daughters wedding

I remember that feeling, that you're the only one and so you think it's your fault Hels when it isn't.

I'm so sorry that on top of this you've also been ill with the virus and that your D didn't contact you, even though she knew you were ill.

There's no need to make a decision about whether or not to send a wedding card at this stage. Give yourself some time, take each day as it comes, it's all you can do.

I'm sending you a pm.

Is her sister going to the wedding?
Don't forget that weddings are tiny at the moment anyway. I think 15 people including the bride and groom? It sounds like your other daughter feels a reconciliation may be possible given that she arranged a coffee meeting...

Try to remain strong for now. I really hope things change over time.

Thank you all for responding. It really does mean alot. Times like this you tend to think your the only one who has ever gone through these things. I haven't had contact with her for almost 12 months I sent a card and present for her birthday last January I received a one word text of "thanks" I've tried texting or phoning I even asked her sister to arrange a coffee date which she didn't attend the lockdown happened. I was quite ill with the virus I started with it last Mothers day - very apt! She did know but never contacted me. Since then nothing i suspect she's changed her number. I sent a Christmas present but not even a thanks this time. It wasn't a grand gesture as financially I'm not able to make such things.

It would appear that the D has been, as Hel's has posted "bought and paid for by daddy".

I agree with a pp that questioned where your dd stand in this.
She also has a voice.

When was the last time you spoke to your daughter?

How is your relationship with her?

The card idea from Septimia seems a good way to go Hels I wouldn't turn up at the venue that would just be upsetting for everyone.
I'm sorry you are being treated this way it's very sad when families are estranged like this.

"It's a struggle at the moment" will be an understatement Hels as being treated this way by your own AC is heartbreaking.

"bought and paid for by daddy sadly" yes it is sad and there may come a time when she regrets treating not just her mum, but relatives on your side of the family so badly.

Please come here when to talk, it really does help to share with others especially those of us who are estranged from an AC.

Thank you so much for your kind words. My Sister in law ( dearest brothers wife) who D was close to up until my brothers death and my divorce is also not invited. No one from my side of the family has been invited. They have another uncle and aunt on my side that we a big part of the girls growing up they too have been cut out. Your right in many ways she is old enough at 28 to make her own decisions but is bought and paid for by daddy sadly. I value all your advice and kind words. Its a struggle at the moment.

I disagree pigsmayfly if Hels' D is prepared for her father to pay for her wedding, and for her mother not to be invited she's just as responsible as her father, and is at fault.

Not having your mother at your wedding under such circumstances is cruel and from what the OP tells us, she hasn't even told her mother she's getting married. Hels' has heard about this "on the grapevine".

In cases like this, there's nothing to be gained IMO by making excuses for the AC involved. If she's old enough to get married, she's old enough to make her own decisions and should be old enough to take responsibility for them.

Feelings run very high after a divorce and settle down after a number of years. I’m surprised D would put up with this. My own son was angry when I divorced my then husband. 10 years or more on, he apologised and said he had no idea how I had stayed with his Father so long. My advice is that emotions are not steady at the moment. Write a note to your D saying you will be very sad not to attend her wedding but that you understand emotions are difficult to manage at the moment. Say whether you are at her wedding or not, you will always be there for her whatever happens in life and that you love her dearly. Then go about your life being crystal clear that this is not her fault. In time, all will be well. Just not yet . Good luck with everything.

What an awful thing to do Hels, I'm so sorry.

We have been estranged from one son for 8 years, it will take time for you to come to terms with this heartbreaking and cruel behaviour.

I wouldn't go, even to stand outside as that will only increase your heartache and I wouldn't send a card either. I wouldn't contact my D but wait and see if at some point she contacted me.

There's nothing you can do unfortunately. It could be that your ex H has agreed to pay for the wedding on the condition that you don't attend but that said, your D for whatever reason has agreed to this.

It seems there are no depths to which some people aren't prepared to sink. Take care of yourself, spend time with those who love and value you.

Sorry, badly put.

Are you out of touch from your daughter - or just your ex-husband Hels?

What is your daughter's position in this?
You need to speak to her directly.

Unfortunately it may be difficult for Hels001 to turn up with the current limited numbers.

Turning up at the venue might cause difficulties, but there's nothing to stop you standing outside, discreetly, to see them.

They can`t legally stop you from attending the ceremony,be it register office or church as they are public buildings Hels001.
I do feel for you,people can be so unkind and it`s made worse when it`s your own flesh and blood.

It must feel awful.

All I can suggest is that you send the relevant daughter a wedding card with a message along the lines of 'I'm sorry I can't be at your wedding, but I wish you and your husband every happiness for the future'.

A typed address might make sure that it gets opened in case your handwriting is recognised. It might then get binned, but you and they will know that you didn't ignore the occasion.

I have no advice for you but couldn’t read and run. My heart goes out to you. It seems you are having to cope with some seriously unpleasant people. ?