Not a lot at the moment unfortunately as he is on cancer treatment, but there again he has never done a lot since he retired. If I was lucky he would wash up, put the bins out and cut the grass, apart from that sit and sleep, read or watch tv - so not a lot has changed. He always used to cook Sunday breakfast, but that is gradually falling by the wayside as he was in bed asleep till 11am this morning. I know I shouldn't complain as he is going through a lot with frequent hospital visits and a daily drug regime, but I just feel I've lost the man I married. He was always very active, a keen diver and walker, badminton player, but those days are long gone. Sorry if I sound down and moaning! I do count my blessings every day that I am still waking up with him beside me, but it's hard work.