My own mother was a dreadful mother really, she ended up with four daughters who had to drag themselves up the best they could. However even I do get wistful at times and wish she had been a better grandmother, I really do understand your longing for that relationship. I think that of all my sisters, I have been the only one to be able to accept my mother for what she is - - a truly unmaternal being who coped the best she could with children she didn't really want in the first place. It still doesn't stop me from wishing on occasion that she had been different.
What you have to do is what I do - thank heavens for the two wonderful mother-in-laws I have had. I have never lived close by to them, but the children have been thoroughly spoilt when we have managed to get together. Stay friends with yours, my mother was definitely better with my children once they were more interesting, had their own ideas and could converse intelligibly. She will help you out as a friend, not out of duty to her grandchildren.
I suspect your Mil was shattered after her journey, if she only stayed for one night. Travelling tires me, too. I think you would be better off renting a house near to her for a week, as a holiday. That way she could form a bond with your child while not having to work with it, let her have a day in between each visit to recover. I don't know where you live in Sweden, but travelling of any kind can be pretty challenging if the weather isn't great.
Babies leave me pretty cold, even my own DGCs. Toddlers are better, very funny, but now mine are 7 and 4 I love them far more. It's so hard to have a good conversation with your own DD or DS when there is a small child around, it can be very frustrating.
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