Hi, I'm new on Gransnet, and I joined to try to get a bit of moral support, because I'm really depressed right now. I'm in a similar position to you, and haven't been able to see my grandchildren for well over a year now. My son is married to a vicious harridan of a woman who is very controlling, and nearly two years older than he is. My ex didn't want them to get married, and he was constantly on the phone to me, asking me if Ross was doing the right thing. I would always reply that he is an adult, and is capable of making his own decisions. To cut a long story short, at the beginning of the week when the wedding was due to take place, he died in his house of COPD. Ross had been worried that he was not answering the phone, and wanted me to take him round.
My older son, Alasdair, who lived with me at that time, decided he was coming too. Ross entered the house and we followed him in to find my ex dead, sitting on a chair by his dining table, and a half-smoked cigarette had burned itself out on the table top. Ross and his wife had to postpone their wedding, because Donald had died just three days before they were due to be married.
This was the beginning of my troubles. Because Donald had not done the necessary work to take my name off the title deeds, apparently half the proceeds of the house had to come to me. Ross didn't like this, as it would leave less for him and Alasdair. I tried to persuade my solicitor to remit the cash to my sons in equal amounts, however he said there was no legal way he could do this. As a result, I acquired a small(ish) sum of money, which all had to go on outstanding bills.
Ross was really resentful of this, and has not really kept contact with me since, until I had a heart attack and a neighbour told him I had been taken away in an ambulance. He visited once while I was in hospital, and on two occasions after I got home, he brought the grandchildren round to see me. This stopped abruptly, as his wife forbade him from coming to visit me.
At Christmas 2014, Alasdair had come home, and was planning to take Christmas presents to Ross and the children. I gave him the presents I had bought, as he was told to "come alone".
On Christmas 2015, I just put money into Ross's bank account, because I felt unable to ask them what suitable presents I should buy for the children. He didn't even thank me, though I had given him a substantial sum of money.
Recently, his wife contacted me through Facebook after I had posted a funny picture about grandchildren. She accused me of never having anything to do with them, and I replied that I had been pushed away, because they had denied me the opportunity to see the children at Christmas 2014. She denied this, although Alasdair still has the text message on his phone asking him to come alone.
I am at my wits' end, and can't think what to do. Our local council has a family mediation project, and I have telephoned twice, and also completed an online form, however, despite promises, nobody from the project has bothered to contact me. My health is not improving, and I am severely depressed. The doctor won't give me antidepressants because of the other medication I have to take for my heart, diabetes and other problems.
I realise nobody on here can do very much - I just need the chance to vent. My friends know what is going on, but they're powerless to help.