My daughter died ten days ago

K hasn't contacted me all day.

I was worried about him, but I got an ok text now.....I always think the worst, since he has been so depressed.
I actually panic. I don't like it, and I'm going to talk to the doctor about it, I get paranoid.

I managed to mow a bit of grass. I had a visitor, J, who has offered to help with the garden which is getting out of hand! Hopefully soon.

If I still lived in Oxon, I'd come and give you a hand too, alie. You are in my thoughts. Hugs.

I am getting virtual help..........thanks.

Alie

I just discovered that I am not supposed to drink coffee while taking Zopiclone - this is not in the info which comes with it......
.....seeing doctor in the morning, as I am getting a lot of tension/stress and going up the wall!

It's no wonder you are stressed Alie you have had loads to cope with and your doing great but a bit of help in whatever form never goes amiss!

Telephone contact gratefully received!

I have now realised and proved that my afternoon tension is actually withdrawal symptoms from the zopiclone.
I took a very small amount at lunchtime and my tension didn't appear! .....shall do this tomorrow, as I am meeting S - but after that I need to work out what to do to get off this stuff.

Have no idea at all how tomorrow will go.

I don't know much about zopiclone but I was once addicted to valium. I'm sure someone on GN will come up with something. Hope all goes well tomorrow.

So do I - today!

I hope it works out well for you today, Alie. Just a wee bit of something going right for you will help so much. Take care. x

Met S, talked and she gave me lunch.
It went well really, we are being careful of each other. Now I think we will stay in touch. Hope.

That must be a big relief for you Alie, a hopeful start to build on.
(((Hugs))) x

So very sad for you. You loved your daughter very much and she knew it. Take care.x

That's a relief, *Alie. Hope this is a turning point for you.

Baby steps, Alie but I too hope this will be a positive step forward.x

It must be so difficult having all this legal stuff to deal with when you are grieving. Please try and do only what is necessary and take it step by step.

Thanks for the update Alie, good to hear you and S talked, it went really well and you are being careful. It doesn't get much better does it

Hi A lie, just wanted to say that you are sounding much better!

Alie Your meeting with S sounds hopeful, one day at a time (((hugs)))

Glad it went well Alie - sounds really positive to me. Taking it slowly and carefully is good

That sounds really hopeful Alie. Something to build on and look forward to.

You came into my mind this afternoon, Alie. I'm so glad it went well x

I came back yesterday to find a letter from Cruse....I contacted them ages ago and knew they had a waiting list, but this letter seems to be saying 'please get off our waiting list if you can'......
Which isn't very encouraging...