Wow, I have just got in from work, and I'm really overwhelmed and very touched to see all the kind replies, and some private messages. Thankyou all so much. I never expected such a response, and such kindness. As you can guess I was very down yesterday and this morning, but all your supportive comments have truly helped. I really am very grateful.
In some ways it is good but sad to see there are quite a few others who feel the same. Some names I don't normally see posting, and I do appreciate you posting your personal feelings. It is a shame there isn't somewhere we could all talk freely in confidence about these issues. It is definitely a emotional problem, not just greed. I hope this thread helps some of you too.
I am feeling like I want to have another go at cracking this. I have not had time to read everything properly yet, but I will. Some suggestions stand out as particularly good ideas for me. I'm going to print off some bullet points of things to try. I'm at work again tomorrow but then off, and will have more time to read everything. Really heartfelt thanks to you all.
Shall we reboot our cartoons thread again? 😁