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I am unsettled, the police have been walking around past my
bungalow, been there 3 1/2 hours, problems with the person
next door, I can only assume there is a delay for an ambulance, no other reason for them to be there such a long
time, they usually arrive just before an ambulance arrives.

Hello Annie, sorry about the upset outside. Hopefully the ambulance will arrive soon. We are all with you until it goes away xx

Nothing yet, I hope she is alive , there has been a residence
campaign to have her moved, I refused to be involved, the
council gave me a log sheet to enter any disturbances, I said
no. Yet I can’t help wishing she could be taken to a place and
be healed, but they can’t force an addict to have treatment.

Thank you lavender x

Can’t see anyone around, hope she is in safe hands,I must
let the thoughts go now x

We are hear Annie don’t worry.. x

annie I remember you mentioning this neighbour before. It sounds as though she is being taken some where. Hopefully for her own good to help her. Upsetting for you nevertheless.
Hope you are ok.

nonnie nice to hear from you again. Sorry you have been so unwell. Good that your son’s friend was the GP who managed to help you. Hope you are feeling better now.
joce my DH used to have B12 injections too, Hope you are ok. Nice of you to make some bags for the staff.
lavender how are you keeping?

Doodle for the police to wait all those hours it must have
help was it’s way,so she must be safe x

Thank you all. X

Good to hear annie. I hope you can relax now. Sleep well x

Annie hope you can get some rest now sleep well xx
Doodle the doctor phoned me to say the government said it was ok for me to leave my B12 for the next 3 months. No way I need it I can tell when I’m ready for it. Not only that it goes hand in hand with depression, so I was not going to wait for another 3 months...
Good night all sleep well friends ??

Hello everyone

Annie how are you? Hoped you slept well and everything settled down.

See you later, xx

Hi all. A tearful day yesterday as this lockdown is getting harder for me. I know I have an escape plan but I feel like I could scream. The husband keeps out of my way, thankfully. I have cried so much but now I think I need to give myself a kick in the pants. Stay safe and sane. Love to you all and thank you for being there for me. X

Annie- I’m not on any medication but once I get to my friends I will get along to the drs and try and get myself sorted. X

Thanks Doodle I'm improved but not yet better.

Why good luck with the kick in the pants, of you succeed perhaps you can tell me how! Please don't blame yourself for everything that happens to you, some things are just unavoidable and blaming ourselves will only make us feel worse. I know its hard but try to work out what is your 'fault' and what is not. I went through years of trying to work out what I had done wrong and it took my DiL to give me a good talking to to make me realise I had done nothing wrong.

My positive for today: many people are worse off than me in lockdown.

Well done nonnie keep going. Your DIL sounds a nice person.
why is it possible for you to phone the GP now. Many of them are doing on line phone appointments and perhaps he can give you something to help you feel better.
joce I can well understand why you want to continue your injections. If it helps it’s worth it.
Hi annie hope you managed some sleep after yesterday’s worries.
Have a good day all x

Hi all x

Received many telephone calls this morning from different
branches of council and charities to check if I am ok after
yesterday evenings upset, I am so tired, not use to many calls.

There was attempts last night to have to person sectioned but
no place to be found for her.

I will have a rest, last night brought back much sadness

Take care all x

Annie what a nasty experience for you. Hope you are feeling better this evening sending you loving thoughts and hugs xx

Hello everyone

Annie its understandable that memories were awakened for you after last night and all the phone calls. You are remember all those dark times xx We are all thinking of you and sending love xx

Hi Doodle I am doing ok thank you. Up and down like we all are. Had a nice walk in the sunshine this afternoon with my four legged friend.

Sorry you are still suffering whywhywhy, just focus on things getting better and looking to the future when you can go to your friends.

Joyce and Nonnie keep on going forward, we can do this and get back to a bit more normality - we have to keep that in mind.

Love to all of you including those I have forgotten to mention. Keep safe, take care and have a peaceful evening xx

annie that poor woman and you and her neighbours. She needs help and you all need peace from the worry. So has she just been left there? I do hope you get some sleep tonight.
Must remember to go out and clap tonight. It’s heartening to see others outside doing the same.
Take care all and keep well x

Hi to all. I got up and just haven’t stop crying my head hurts and I am fed up. Some of the neighbours have put bunting out for the VE Day and I want to scream. Take care everyone and I am sure this will end one day........... Love to all of my lovely friends here. X

why I wish we could help you. I think we have all known desolation and despair and that awful low feeling you get when waking. BUT you do have hope. You do have an end in sight even if you’re not sure when. You will move on. Life will get better. Sometimes I fave felt very bad. annie has lifted my spirits on more than one occasion. You are with friends here who know how it is to feel like you do now. It will get better. x

Why I think a few are crying today me included, try and stay strong we are one day nearer to seen it all end.. you will be free to do as you please then..
Why I think I could possibly help in some ways if you would like to PM me.

Hello everyone

Annie are you alright?xx I feel worried about you.

Hope everyone is coping. Things feel odd for us all.

Take care, stay safe, love to all xx

Lavender it feel very strange all the time..
sending you and everyone
Hugs.. ?

Morning all
Annie how are you doing today? Hope you are feeling better after you ordeal the other day..
xx

Hello everyone

Hope you feel a bit more settled Joyce xx I do myself this morning and am trying to think about other things rather than this horrible situation we are in. I may even try to do a bit of knitting this afternoon! The newspapers are here but are still full of doom and gloom! We will get through this together xx

Annie how are you? We are all thinking about you and sending lots of love to you xx