When I was first called at age 50 years I cancelled the appointment because prior to that I had had investigations (ultrasound and biopsy) for breast lump, benign thankfully, and the state I got myself into was terrifying. I was in living in Germany the next time I was due so missed that too. I managed to drag myself to the next mammogram 3 years later - all clear. To my utter shame I bottled out of the next 2, using Covid as an excuse for 1 of them. I have just had a mammogram after cancelling and remaking the appointment 4 times! The results came last Saturday, all clear, I feel that I have won the lottery. No idea how I will feel when called for the next one. My heart sinks when I read of breakthroughs in diagnosing very early cancers with regular blood tests, easier screening etc. I just have no idea how I would cope with them all. Stupid I know but it is surprising after reading these comments how common and real this fear is. I could not forget that the results are due, they are on my mind every second of the day.