Oh bless you, vampirequeen. I do hope that things start to improve for you. It's normal to want to express how you are feeling, and here is as good a place as any to do it, as there are an army of supportive posters out there. With luck, the blood tests will reveal a way forward, but in the meantime, lots of rest, snooze if you feel the need to, try to get a little fresh air and simple, gentle, exercise (don't push yourself) and as another poster advised, plenty of fruit, veg and protein. Take care and come back whenever you feel the need. ?