Bea65
I can't wait for the surgery..know its mad but am desperate to move/walk without needing to stop/scream, swear or cry -can't go private as do not have the finances- will keep doing lotto 
Hi Bea65.
Just read through from your original post and my heart goes out to you! Just before my hip surgery 3 years ago, I found a very helpful website: bonesmart.org.
It has lots of information from pre-surgery, through the recovery period and you can post questions and/or read about the experience of others.
One of the most useful things I got from it was a reminder that, post-surgery, you're in recovery, not in training, so don't overdo any exercises that you feel are a bit too much for you.
Good luck - and just hang on in there!