Your Father being a Catholic, doesn't make you an expert Kali, but your lengthy quotes try to give the impression you are one and the rest of us don't know what we are talking about! ?
I'm certainly not an expert, far from it, but I can suss out when someone is posting inaccuracies and actually hasn't much of a clue about the present day Church.
I try to live my faith in the best way I can, it's not easy, as I'm not a very obviously holy person, who is certainly not into spending her knees praying all the time and saying look at me everyone!. My faith is private and it has taken a lot for me to post on here about it, but unfortunately I cannot read anymore nonsense and have been forced to respond to you!
As I get older, I question aspects of my faith on a daily basis, however, it is still the faith I have chosen to follow.
Furthermore, I heartily condem the heinious abuse perpetrated in the Catholic Church in the past. To that end, for the last twenty years, I have been heavily involved in Safeguarding procedures and practice , also training and advising clergy and parishoners. The Church is Scotland is no longer trying to cover up. A little late, but at least they are trying.
I can't redress the sins of the past, but I can do what I can to raise awareness of safeguarding, put practices in place and try ensure it doesn't happen again in my own Diocese.
I suspect your musings have nothing to do with Catholicism, but more to do with your dislike of BJ.