Morning Girls, The sun is out and shinning
My fiend has one of those lamps that eases 'S.A.D' symptoms.
Me too I'm afraid, regarding the sad thoughts, after 4plus years you would think it would ease up, but it doesn't I still have to get up in the night to stop the sad thoughts, I'm a lot better after I've had a cuppa in the mornings and had a 'chat' on here
Thing is, it's over, no matter what happens now, the clock cannot be turned back, we can never go back and just pick-up where we left off, the special bond I had with my darling little GD gone forever, it can never be back to how it was or should be now without the estrangement. If we reunited now it would be a different relationship, building from being a stranger from my GC point of view There will be no reuniting with my D whilst she is with her nasty H & his mother [they come as a pair] and we wouldn't want to reconnect with Mrs G. [as she is, married to him] we want to reconnect with my D, my ND's sister that we loved so!