Many years ago my husband was unfaithful. He denied it (naturally). I accepted his word but I did know he had been unfaithful with a woman at work, who I knew slightly. He had talked about her, saying her husband was cruel, and I know he has a kindness that went to far in comforting her.
I was at home with two small children and decided not to take the issue further.
However, I can't get it out of my head and am becoming grumpy, unhappy and am getting migraines. in fact I can't get this out of my head even after all those years. I thought about leaving him a letter to be opened after I die (I have cancer) in the hope that he will realise how hurt I have been all this time - and perhaps he will suffer a bit.
How can I shake this horrible feeling off?
Frank Field, Labour Peer has died, aged 81y.