Don't worry, marthanne we all have problems and make mistakes in our postings, especially as there is no edit function once we've posted.
Regarding religious beliefs, I think you will find there are many non-believers on here, but by and large, we try to be kind to one another, while expressing our own views.
My own belief is that Jesus was a charismatic young Rabbi who probably lived and preached along the shores of Galilee, and may well have been executed by the Romans as a perceived trouble maker. Unfortunately there are no Roman writings from the time to back this up. I do not believe in the virgin birth nor the resurrection. I think there is a possibility Jesus' friends cut him down from the cross and hid him for a while, until his wounds healed. Many of his teachings are important and valuable, even to non-believers in his divinity.
I live in Queensland Australia, and used to attend the University of Queensland. I met some fellow students who were studying theology, and found out that the entire student body in that department ended up atheists, because of the academic research and rigorous study they were doing, about the historic facts. This is also why some high-up clerics desert the faith - their factual research becomes undeniable.
But I accept that faith helps many people cope with what life throws at them. I simply lost mine - tried various times to get it back, but now accept my atheism.