AnnieBach Jimmy Saville, man allowed him to abuse by remaining silent ... but then why his Maker planted the seed of evil in his mind, and that goes for all evil murderers!
HettyMaud read Sapiens: A Brief History of Humankind
by Yuval Noah Harari - a great reflection on evolution, brilliantly written and researched.
I was raised a Catholic but since then I have become agnostic. I believe in goodness, kindness, helping, positivity, love and respect of Mother Nature, and yes, there must be something out there (not the monotheist God that the Church wants us to believe in) - this is my view anyway. However, with all the galaxies and universes we know of, it is a huge concept to comprehend for our little human minds. It almost gives me the vertigo when I think about it...but again there must be a beginning, a plan, an end. I don't think I have help you much here, but the truth is that nobody really knows - you believe or you don't with no certainty. But if you apply goodness through religion or simply through your own human values, you might reach happiness and contentment within.