I have always found in life that when things are really bad that God has put something in place to help. As for the Old Testament telling of creation. It was written by men of faith and not scientists. It was their way of explaining it.
It is difficult to explain or understand God and faith can waver when terrible things happen. I always pray to a Father and I have always felt that although I no longer go to Church.
Have you ever been to see a Spiritualist
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