Our first family holiday was the most fun we took our boys to Tunisia, they had never flown before and we had never been able to afford one, to see my boys faces when they saw the sea beach and sun will last with me forever especially now two of my boys don’t want to know me any more? I’m ? heart broken, it’s all over me and there father divorcing, we divorce when they were men, not left them when they were little, my youngest has a failed marriage and a little boy, it’s ok for him to leave his son as a baby, but not when you’re in your Thirty’s and fourty’s , my middle son has forgiven us, we were married for 34 years had known there father since I was 13,I have 3 beautiful granddaughter’s from my middle sone that I adore and I adore my wonderful son too, for sticking by me and his dad. It breaks my heart I’ve never seen my one granddaughter in person,I do get photos from my estranged sons partner which is nice of her, but no correspondence from him. I send birthday card ect with money in , no thank yous from him, so this year I have decided no more breaking my heart there will be no more cards or money, only to my estranged grand daughter. Sorry to harp on.