Hi. NonaS, I was in the same situation as you, except I’m disabled in a wheelchair, I was married for 38 years, I Kew my ex husband when I was 13 years old my ex was 20, he moved in with my mum, me and my 3 brothers, he was 6 years older than me, I ha our first baby at 18 years old then we moved out of mums into a home of our own, my ex was a long distance lorry driver, he had an affair left me itch 3 small children for 3 month’s, then asked to come home, I let him come home as he was my first love ? and I was angry but still loved him, e said together for the 38 years I never forgot what he did and never really trusted him again 100%.
The age of 50 he got abusive, my boys were older now and had left home, I had no friends as he didn’t want me to have any,one day I’d just had enough I got the number of a women’s aid they said they would help me, I wheeled my self out of that bungalow with just the clothes I had on, I was with women’s aid for 7 months, they helped me so much, I’m now 62, I met a lovely ? uk internet of all things lol, we are very happy. If you need anyone to talk too, please don’t esitate to get in touch.❤️??xx