Oh dear , I don’t think I can cope with these kind ( and very over generous) comments !
On a serious note . Life goes on though doesn’t it ? I have asked myself honestly what difference would there be if I was no longer here ( and I don’t mean here, here ) . Okay so my DS and DDiL would struggle with child care for a while , my dad would have to use taxis ( jeez that would push him over the edge) my sister would have to fend for herself , DH would still get the metro to work at stupid o’clock but he could probably pack in work eventually too so that would be a bonus ,DD would have to put her new baby in nursery for an extra day or 2 ( and wash her own kitchen floors) ..... but other than that ?