I'm so sorry to hear how you're feeling Phoenix.
We always want that storybook relationship with our parents don't we. When my father died ( he divorced my Mum and I had not seen or heard from him in 20+ years)I felt cheated too . I had so much to say and now no-one to say it to.
Eventually I wrote it all in a letter that I burnt.
I hope you go easy on yourself and take the time to process your thoughts.x
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