I've done all those silly things....if the lights change to green before I count five, there'll be good news, don't look at those posts and there'll be good news, until I think I'm losing the plot!
On the positive side, I've been responding to supportive messages from complete strangers on Mumsnet, some so loving and kind, saying 'I can't bear the thought of my mum, my gran being lost somewhere, so I want to know if there's anything at all I can do to help.'
Night all. Good news tomorrow, I hope.