Mornin’ all from the west coast with sun, wind and rain. Feeling better as shingles calming down, can’t carry on worrying about children and jobs and hopefully this virus will calm down too. Started a new book about Dorothy Wordsworth as needed a break from fiction.
I arranged coffee in the garden yesterday for two friends, one couldn’t come as shielding and the other let me down under an hour before. I’m really surprised how upset I was over such a small thing. I had set up my egg chair with cushions for her, made up a nice tray, put flowers on the outside table, even had a SHOWER ? put my make up on and did my hair and was looking forward to hearing her news (being on my own at the mo) She’s let me down before and I’m not perfect but it triggered something and I couldn’t stop crying all day, thinking about my late husband etc etc,
Exercising today and carrying on sorting all these bloody papers from days gone by...