Fanny you’re not alone. I feel I’ve got a foot in both camps too. I’m not fully a Republican as our elected politicians are bad enough without having to elect a Head of State, but equally I think having a hereditary monarchy ensures that rank and privilege continues, just by which a family a person is born into. I don’t like all the bowing and scraping within the royal family. All this curtsying to someone of higher rank within the family and which the Queen perpetuates. She recently had the rules changed so a person who marries into the royal family needs to curtsy to the ‘blood’ princesses, unless their husband is present, in which case, the ‘blood’ princesses have to curtsy to the ‘married into’ family member. The Queen had the rules changed, a misuse of power in my opinion. And it’s not important or relevant in today’s world.