Good morning all from Derbyshire, another lovely spring day ahead.
I'm so sorry you are having such a difficult time grandMattie
and am thinking of you both, as well as all others dealing with life's trials and coping with illness 
Life is due to get better for us from today as DD and her family are moving back near us after eight months living away. Later today our grandsons and their three dogs are coming to stay for two nights while the move takes place. It will be so good to have them back. There are also positive signs that the much deteriorated relationship between DD and I is improving following a recent heart to heart, and them being closer should help with that. I feel so relieved.
Unhelpfully, though, I'm full of cold at the moment, so not at my best for when they arrive later. A precautionary LFT has shown that it's not covid, thankfully, so I'll just get on with things.
Hope Wednesday is a good day for all. Safe journey Urms