The sort where the gremlins are out and robbing me of sleep.
It’s ironic that I’m experiencing a (recently rare) period of good health and at the moment two of my children and a grandchild are on two week pathways awaiting cancer investigations - all at the same time.
Obviously I’m a bit anxious, but I think it’s weighing on me because we’re keeping the news from some close family members. Usually my children and parents-in-law are fully aware of what’s going on in the family, but we agree we don’t want anyone to be unduly worried so we’re keeping our individual children’s secrets and it’s a burden. I shall be glad when the biopsies have been done and we can be open about it.
In the meantime my husband is staying overnight with one of our children and I’m finding it hard to stay asleep. 😴
