Judy54. It has crossed my mind that this experience, bred through anxiety, will engender some new Sufferers from both Agoraphobia and OCD - washing, or where the person has a fear of germs. Underlying these, as I said, is fear or high anxiety which fuels the conditions. To be phobic is very uncomfortable, it is distressing, and the behaviour - staying in, washing hands, - is done to reduce the anxiety.
If you are just rather enjoying the quieter life of being at home and not feeling particularly anxious about going out, except that you prefer being at home, it is unlikely that you are developing a phobia. If at the end of lockdown, you choose to alter your life a little and not do as much going out as before, that is fine. Who knows? You may have decided this without the lockdown.
If anyone is apprehensive about going out again, I would suggest that, within your current environment, you take little short outings. If that is possible. Mine are only in my garden which I am lucky to have. If you live in a flat try going to different windows every so often and looking out for a while, observing the birds, people, clouds floating by or whatever you may see.
I was forced to live alone and hardly go out long before the lock down and was rather surprised by how easily I adapted to it. I am lucky to have small dogs and a garden, I do realise and appreciate that. Time does go by very quickly and there is always far more to do than I can manage each day.
I think when life begins to get back to normal you will be able to adapt to going out again, but there is no reason why you should not put in practice the new pleasure you have learned; that you enjoy staying at home, and so enjoy more time at home than you had before. If at first going out is a bit difficult, make sure you plan only short forays and do not put too much pressure on yourself. Gradually you will become acclimatised again. Meanwhile do not worry too much about the future and how you will manage. Cross that bridge when it comes. I think it will not be as hard as one imagines.
Wishing everyone a peaceful and comfortable time at home and most of all good health. To anyone lonely, unwell or unhappy, I send much love and prayers and remember, you are not alone. There are so many of us who live alone, but we can think of each other and send our love which I sincerely believe does sail through the air and into the right places. ???