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Agoraphobia.

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Falconbird Sat 17-Jan-15 20:19:23

After two and a half years of turmoil, bereavememnt, moving house three times and other problems, I have ended up with agoraphobia. I have to go out to do shopping etc., and I'm OK if I am in control of where I go and when I leave. I have been asked to go on trips with various friends but the thought of it fills me with real fear and I haven't gone. I have managed the cinema a few times.

I think this has been discussed on forums in the past but I thought there might be some new thinking on the problem. My main fear is falling ill when I'm out knowing that my DH would be there to help me. We were such a support to each other when we had little ailments and we would jolly each other along. I think it will pass in time but I do got fed up with myself.

Falconbird Fri 23-Jan-15 07:26:28

Morrison's sell hard boiled eggs without shells two for a pound. My little GD loves them and I put them in an egg cup for her.

Certainly can't be bothered to make blancmange these days and can't find a chocolate yogurt anywhere.

jinglbellsfrocks Fri 23-Jan-15 09:44:09

Falconbird they could be imported eggs. Why don't you get free range Uk ones and boil them yourself?

jinglbellsfrocks Fri 23-Jan-15 09:48:48

No. I'm wrong The Happy Egg people supply them.

Their eggs are a bit small though.

Falconbird Fri 23-Jan-15 15:52:11

I do usually boil the eggs myself - but occasionally buy the ready cooked ones.

Anyone know of a chocolate yogurt? Years ago there was a delicious yogurt - called choc top yogurt.

Ana Fri 23-Jan-15 17:30:55

So they've been around since 2009 yet I've never noticed them - wonder if it's just Morrisons?

rosequartz Fri 23-Jan-15 17:48:04

I haven't seen chocolate yogurt for ages. I love chocolatey stuff, cakes, puds, anything - but not chocolate yogurt!

I usually have eggy sandwiches if I am having a sandwich when I am out. I hope the hens are happy ones.

Falconbird Sat 24-Jan-15 09:17:49

The Morrison's eggs are quite small.

We seem to have gone off track here but never mind. Anyone want to start a comfort food thread - food does help with the nerves. I kept thinking during a bad agoraphobia attack - soon be home eating my egg sandwich, I even peeped into the bag to check it was still there.

Grannyknot Sat 24-Jan-15 13:37:59

falcon smile. So now I can picture you hurrying along to get home, peeking into your shopping bag as you go.

jinglbellsfrocks Sat 24-Jan-15 13:50:04

When I had agoraphobia quite badly, I found I was better if I went into town on my bike. Somehow knowing the bike was there ready to flee on, without waiting in a bus queue, helped. That was many years ago now. I know cycling is not for everybody these days.

Mishap Sat 24-Jan-15 15:09:48

It is about control - feeling in or out of control; so I guess the bike put you in control and gave you more choices.

Falconbird Sat 24-Jan-15 16:40:20

Grannyknot smile

Grannyknot Wed 11-Feb-15 20:47:40

HI falcon and others - I'm posting this in case it's worth looking into:

virtually-free.com/agoraphobia-landing-2?UTM_Source=Landing&UTM_Medium=Publi&UTM_Campaign=Ad

I haven't read the info in detail, but it looks interesting.

Grannyknot Wed 11-Feb-15 20:50:15

I meant to add it's a research project 're help for agoraphobia, using an app.

Falconbird Thu 12-Feb-15 06:58:24

Thanks for the link Grannyknot. I think my agoraphobia may be improving - fingers crossed. Time is a great healer.

daffydil Thu 12-Feb-15 11:30:24

Falconbird I am so pleased to hear that you feel you are improving. I was agoraphobic a few years back and it is miserable. I remember feeling that I was not really part of the world any more. I got there in the end and you have already started to do so. Good luck. flowers

Mishap Thu 12-Feb-15 12:21:06

That is good news falconbird - time is indeed a healer.

Nelliemoser Thu 12-Feb-15 12:45:58

Annibach Falconbird and others. It seems quite obvious when reading your stories how you have got into this situation.

In many ways it's the body's "logical" response to repeated stress to want to "hide" from any more of it.
flowers to all with this and keep strong.

Falconbird Thu 12-Feb-15 16:57:31

It's early days but I went for a long walk today and almost felt relaxed - not quite and I did have a few frightening moments but it felt better than it has for two long years. Small steps.

loopylou Thu 12-Feb-15 17:02:09

That's lovely to hear Falconbird, well done, it can't have been easy but really big step for you flowers and ((hugs)) x

Mishap Thu 12-Feb-15 17:07:52

And when the spring comes those walks will be longer and brighter still.

Katek Thu 12-Feb-15 17:56:32

Anniebach, for you flowers

You are a brave woman. X

annodomini Thu 12-Feb-15 18:04:40

Falconbird, I don't know if chocolate yoghurt still exists - perhaps M&S? but I have made my own by stirring instant hot chocolate powder into natural yoghurt and that is very yummy indeed!

Falconbird Fri 13-Feb-15 07:22:03

Thanks so much everyone flowers I don't feel so strong again today. One step forward one step back, but generally the way seems more hopeful.

I'm going to try the tip about natural yogurt and hot chocolate powder. sounds yummy.

My middle son has been really helpful about panic attacks (when he's in the mood) which he suffers from because of his circumstances.

He says that after a trauma the mind is set on full alert - and sees danger everywhere. He has this way of telling his mind that he is very grateful for wanting to protect him, but he is OK and will carry on.

I've tried it once or twice and it does work.

nannieroz111 Fri 13-Feb-15 07:41:07

Thinking of you flowers

Anya Fri 13-Feb-15 07:53:52

I've not seen this thread before. Anniebach and Falconbird flowers stay strong inside