I don’t expect anyone to do anything’s and please don’t suggest Samaritans, lovely though they are.
I feel this every morning as if I don’t want to be here. We were supposed to be going away for a few days, but other half going on about needing two single beds as he feels pushed out be me. He mentioned an accident when I nearly lost my toes and needed more room in bed. Said he sat up drinking whisky as he felt pushed out! Another holiday I had excruciating pain in my ankles from cramp and was walking around the room quiet as possible. He also felt pushed out.
I feel I can’t go on. It’s not just marriage proble.s I am estranged from a daughter and my son has been very I’ll. I am semi retired and took a job for ten hours a week.
I just cannot see any point in carrying on. I have no friends to speak of. It’s ok I won’t take an overdose, but sometimes I feeel like. Sorry to winge, people have much worse problems than I do, but perhaps it might be better if I wasn’t here?
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