Oh she looks beautiful! Well done on taking in a feral which I know are hard to "deal" with! We had one that came as far as our back door for food but ran a mile as soon as we tried to approach it. Fed for years, wormed, all sorts of conditioning pills and potions put in its food, a comfy bed in the shed but we could never get close - maybe Fleacat objected to the name we gave him! Suddenly just disappeared and although we searched we never did see him again. We also had 2 feral kittens from "up the stables" who were very independent despite being with us for years, and I have the scars on my hands to prove it!. Hope yours feels completely better soon. She's a very lucky cat.