AIBU to be so up and down?

EllaKeat, what a remarkable woman you are! .

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Hi there. Use the 'Report' button, beside the comment and GNHQ will delete if for you.
I'm so sorry that this letter came to you. ?

Thank you, I have reported.

Sorry, bit of a mess at moment ?

Ella, no words but sending love x

Re your letter Ella, I would be tempted to get a marker pen and write Sod off the lot of you on it.

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I have just found your thread, Ella.
I can only send my love, thoughts and prayers.
You are truly remarkable ?? x

Ellakeat, you are being very strong at such a difficult time, In November my husband was told that there could be no more chemo, he has bowel cancer which has spread to his lungs and liver it was a shock though not completely unexpected, he has been ill for two years. He is now under the care of our local Macmillan unit. It is a difficult time but we are trying to live as normally as possible and just take one day at a time.

I wish you well through your journey, stay strong and make those memories ?

@Callistemon ???

Yes! Will draw rude things on it too.

Sorry everyone, bit of a wobble.

Come on GN , get it deleted ?

If my grand daughter has been here, she would have drawn a snowman on it. Her snowman tends to resemble a penis with a bobble hat, so may have been appropriate?

a penis with a bobble hat


Come to think of it, so do DGD's!

I will hold that thought

How are you today Ella.

@silverlining48 thank you for asking, I am fine!
Every day I have a moment. A 'what's the point' moment, but it passes and I crack on.

As the title.of the thread says, I am up and down, but I don't think the time of year is helping either!
Let's get to a crappy, rainy February day and I bet the wobble goes?

I am just dreading New Year?

Ella I am glad you are ok, and you are more than entitled to your 'moment'. You are brave and strong, keep on keeping on, but scream and shout if you need to, and you can always drop into GNet.

Think you mentioned you have a birthday coming up, hope you have a good one and enjoy it, whatever you do.

Shoukd have made that 2 cakes and 3 glasses of wine.

Found this thanks to Marydoll.

Ellakeat you have come through so much. So much bravery, although you might not think so at this moment in time. I stood next to someone in the pharmacy today whilst waiting for my prescription and the woman was openly talking to the assistant telling her about how her cancer had spread to so many parts of her body. She looked good! Where there is life there is hope and I can understand why it must just hit you at times. You actually sound such a strong character and this will help you through. I wish you all the very best xxx

Thank you so much grannymy and Marydoll, you will never really know how much your messages mean.
I could not find this thread, so started a new one, but I do appreciate your love and care, more than I can articulate.
For some reason it is warming.

God, how soppy ?

Just want to say Hi EllaKeat. Hope you are feeling ok at the moment. You posted you were dreading New Year. Sending love and hugs

Do you know, New Years Eve was wonderful. We (family of 6) ate, drank, played board games, laughed and cried our way into 2020.

Thoroughly enjoyable!

Sending you a big virtual hug so sorry to hear this

Only just found this thread, you are indeed one amazing lady, lost in awe for your attitude. No thoughts I could possibly give, but just wanted to know I am willing you on. and warm hugs