Hope Jillgood does come back to us, many people on here concerned about her.
I would NEVER bolt myself indoors for any reason. That could mean difficulties for any emergency services getting to you if needed. Also, could make delays for you to leave the property in the event of fire.
Do not like total darkness, I like my bedroom door wide open when I am sleeping, so I can hear anything happening in rest of hour or flat. For those who find darkness difficult then night lights can be of great help, or even leaving on all night, a central area light (landing or hallway). Sometimes just shutting out the dark with good window coverings and having nice lighting indoors can help. Even having on a radio with either music or a talking programme playing softly can take away the feeling of isolation.
DO hope that Jillgood has been following this thread and has made an appointment with her GP>
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