I'm so sorry, can't reply to you all as v tired but just to let you know I came out yesterday. Dr rang me to say he'd taken a cyst off fallopian tube, snipped adhesion near appendix scar, no Endometriosis and wants an MRI as couldn't identify something in uterus ligament. Said he wasn't sure if he'd managed to get enough tissue for biopsy but sent what he'd got. See him in 6 weeks after MRI. No sleep in hospital because of worry. Up at 3 this morning with pain and anxiety. Just don't know what's happening to me. My life's been turned upside down these last 2 yrs with continual undiagnosed pain and there seems no end. I don't know what I'll do if they can't find out what's causing it. Pretty awful today as swallowing causes pain because of gas in diaphragm but should go. They gave me just strips to change my dressings instead of right size but someone rang from ward and said I don't need to change them. I saw a GP today and she was lovely. I couldn't stop sobbing and I know she's going to try and support my situation as much as is possible. She understands completely how all this (Dr's covering up) has affected myself and husband and broken me. I wanted some answers from this op but I think there will be a long way to go and I just don't know how I'm going to cope with it. I'm sure if anyone reads my posts I will come across as so self pitying and I care about that but I need BD so I post you my honest feelings but don't know if I should. To go to Dr's today I went to put a dress on over my nightie then realised what I was doing. Also put my bra on inside out! Must be anaesthetic. Thinking of you all and hope you're all managing to keep OK with all the extra sadness that is throughout our country at present. Love to all. X
Lack of public toilets in towns.
Passports not in the drawer I always keep them in. Turning the place upside down.