Entirely right luckygirl Paws life had deteriorated but because he could still enjoy the “intellectual” side of things I was able to indulge in a bit of denial. . He rarely complained but I have to admit I often did (here, for instance! but *never to him*) and if I am being honest the possible future filled me with dread.
But the end was entirely peaceful, the DDs SILs, his sisters -all there around him, an opportunity to say goodbye often denied others. For that I am thankful, no more pain, debility, weariness so if I am putting him first, that was good. However I cannot nod when well intentioned people say ah it was for the best (I know you are not) because of course there is no best or worst, there just IS.
As I said, such confusing emotions. But such wonderful support both here and in RL.
Bought the wrong Hot Cross Buns 😩
In light of our current weather.......
How much do you spend on yourself?