First, I should say that I am neither a gran, nor a mum, and I do have a partner - so really, you would think, not very qualified to understand what you are going through MawBe. However, I do get what you are saying. Yes, of course we can suggest going to church, to the shops, to a museum, out for a walk, meet with a friend, visit family etc etc etc, but this just doesn’t change the feeling that Sundays are different to all other days of the week, it just means you are filling up the hours with something to do. Sunday is still there underneath it all. And that feeling doesn’t go away no matter what you do with yourself for the day. Yes, you may enjoy your outing, tea, meal etc, but it is still Sunday. I think it is partly because on Mondays to Fridays employed people are doing their jobs, controlled by others, earning their living, making the world go round, but at the weekend they can do as they please - we all do - but those of us with partners do it without noticing how these two days - and Sundays in particular - feel for those who are alone or have lost their life partners, be it through divorce or bereavement. I was on my own for many years - and happily so - but still found weekends, bank holidays, Christmas, etc a bit weird. There is a strange feeling of everyone else having a great time with their loved ones and you’re not a member of that particular club. You feel alone no matter what you do or don’t do. So I do get it, but sadly I have no remedy, just sympathy and understanding for how you are feeling.