Today was another Groundhog day - but my friend came to see us - she is great to talk to/with, but I realised that I had little to say! I always had an awful amount to say! When she left I thought I could sit and cry as my life has disappeared, yes I will look after my hubby - I understand what he needs - but just to be able to have my own life. Okay I can have friends in to help but there is intimate care, and I don't blame him being reticent to have them to help him. I do make an effort to get out and about - but it has to be early morning before I get him dressed etc... would love to wander around the local shopping centre - but always on a time limit -
However I really have to say that the NHS has been wonderful to us - and really support us! I just feel I am missing out on so much - I can only read so many books, listen to so much music and potter in the garden!
I will probably be alright tomorrow! It is day by day - even hour by hour! I think my problem is that my hubby looks well once he is up and dressed and no one knows what we go through!
Being quizzed by chemist's assistant in Boots.
Estranged Son and Future Granddaughter
Should women have equal pay and opportunities?
To think that London, or anywhere else for that matter, does not belong to any one demographic