Afternoon everyone. I’ve kept up as far as I can with everyone’s doings, positive and less so, while not being able to be a regular contributor.
Still struggling with pain management, to be honest not really managing it at all while enduring a twice a week stint at the hospital gym. A prerequisite in this area for any onward referral for joint issues. In fairness the 12 sessions should be helpful, as long as the person has a perfectly functioning rest of the body, my spine and fibro both say what on Earth are you doing woman. It’s not all bad, a friendly group we enjoy a chat and some laughs in spite of the physio allegedly in charge of us doing his best to restore order.
Other than that not a lot happening here. Post gym the afternoons are usually spent asleep, the next day doing very little. It seems last years encounter with covid has either left me with long covid or a much refreshed CFS. The GP is tagging it as the latter, as she says I need no more labels.
Back to serious pacing and a reminder that even sedentary stuff such as reading is an activity. Frustrated? You bet but I’ve been here before and much as I don’t want to have to manage it I know I can. I just don’t know how long it will take to it ease away. Pushing hard is counter productive.
Our Welsh friend is very poorly, it’s hard not to be able to help. My oldest friend is in hospital after a suspected new stroke, her daughter is distraught, it’s been a major adjustment to accept we can’t take off across the country to support them both as we have before. If anyone has patience to spare please send it.
Decent day here. Mix of sun and fluffy white clouds, a joy to see. The roses are coming into their second flush, two hibiscus are in full bloom, two geum plants think they’re beanstalks in search of a giant, huge and full of flower, our tiny garden an oasis of colour again.
One hibiscus belonged to a friend who died in 2021. She’s never far from my thoughts but as her shrub comes into flower I can see her smile. It resembled sad looking twigs in a pot when her daughter asked me if I knew what it was, if so would I like it. I hoped it was hibiscus, planted it in the ground and kept everything crossed. Now it’s about 5’ tall and a real joy. We’ve white lilies and a perennial fuchsia both belonging to friends who are no longer here, they all make me smile as they bring happy memories.
Nothing planned for this afternoon now other than a sit in the garden. I’ll take a book and then I’m sure the inside of my eyelids will have a thorough inspection.
Have the best weekend you can everyone. I’ve noticed some tendency towards falling, please stay upright, us mature folk aren’t equipped for bouncing.
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