"You don't say f your mother is alive or not. If she is, I would suggest contacting her and just talk about what issues you both have. Once you and she have made up you will be able to sleep better. She is probably upset also, and she is getting on in age and may not be around much longer."
How do you dare suggest this? How could it even cross mind?
A person who poisoned her own daughter for years?
This is way past the talking point.
This is ABUSE, period.
On top of it, you are the guilt trip of "she won't be here much longer". Every time I hear it, it makes me rolls my eyes and think "too bad so sad, good riddance"
Jennifer,
Hugs.
Congratulations on your achievements! Many more to come, I swear.